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[04 Jun 2004|06:44pm] |
I've come to my senses,
That I've become senseless,
I could give you lessons on how to ruin your friendships ,
Every last conviction, I smoked them all away,
I drank my frustrations down the drain, out of the way,
So I sit and wait and wonder,
"Does anyone else feel like me?"
Someone so tired of their routines and disappearing self-esteems,
I'll sing along,
Yeah with every emergency,
Just sing along,
I'm the king of catastrophies,
I'm so far gone,
That deep down inside I think it's fine by me,
I'm my own worst enemy
I could be an expert on co-dependency,
I could write the best book on underage tragedy,
I've been spending my time at the local liquor store,
I've been sleeping nightly on my best friends kitchen floor,
So I sit and wait and wonder,
"Does anyone else feel like me?"
I'm so over-dosed on apathy and burnt out on sympathy.
Let the meaning slip away
Lost my faith in another day,
Self deprication seems okay,
I never thought I'd make it anyway
I'm my own worst enemy [x5]
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Lets kick it
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[02 Jun 2004|07:31am] |
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my bitter end- the smell of dead hookers in august |
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the new leg of this trip has started. please be seated with your seat belts fastend until the pilot takes off the "seatbelt" sign. please refrain from running up and down the isle singin ripple, and teenage wasteland...what a long strange trip its been...thank you and have a nice flight.
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Lets kick it
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[31 May 2004|05:44pm] |
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all i can say right now is that im sorry. i know waht i did hurt and im so sorry. i hope one day you will forgive me and i will always love you. be safe and take care. ill always be here.
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Lets kick it
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[28 May 2004|03:02pm] |
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chris please be okay. please get better. please leave the hospital okay. i dont want to lose another family member. please =[
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Lets kick it
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